december

its 11pm on a thursday night. dunno why i'm mulling over my life in London instead of preparing for a meeting tomorrow (which is rather important). just called S for a chat. J's gone over to her friends place. home alone. speaking of which, where is home? home is where the heart is , isant is? speaks for itself then. The idea that home isn't as near as it used to be, is not exactly the kind of comforting feeling i need now. the memory of been back home for diwali seem ages ago . Easter seem even further away (thats when i plan to go back home again, fingers crossed).. hhhmmm

the good news is, we r one day away from the weekend. not that i've got much planned anyway. Can do with a new winter coat. might go down Oxf*rt St and check out the xmas lights as well.. had a glimpse the other day. beautiful! December is always my favourite month. lots of bdays, including mine (hint!).. its also the whole festive ambiance. xmas carols playing everywhere. the decorations, beautiful lights, not to mentions the parties! the booze! (its okie, can spend all january on detox), dressing up, and all that .. isnt that great?

I'm off to Berlin next week with J and her friends A & A for the supposedly biggest Xmas market in Europe (another hole in the pocket after the huge damage last holiday!). Having a long weekend there. my first trip to Berlin. Looking forward to it as much as i'm dreading the cold!